It's not that I'm afraid of this, but I'll have to admit that it's a lot of hard work for me to figure out who I am now that my life is so different. And at this point, what I'm really trying to figure out (on top of trying to figure out who I am now that my life is so different) is why I'm trying at all. I realize that this whole time, I've been searching for answers that won't help me, that will do no justice for me, that I just don't need to know. I am making the ultimate mistake of projecting into the future rather than concentrating on what's important right this second. So, forget all that.

"Go on.._____"

Sometimes staying in bed until 2:00 in the afternoon on overcast days just feels so good.



..New video from Ne-Yo is dope! I won't say anything about how the song makes me a little sad, but it's a great track nonetheless. And not that I don't love songs that are only about material things and getting money, but the realness and old-school vibe of Ne-yo's songs feels really, somehow, fresh and new.